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something i wrote last night, when i was feeling super-down. - snuggles - 08-05-2009
it's not good enough to dignify my suicide, so if i do kill myself i should write another one. elizabeth's suicide note was better than mine.
What's the point of living now,
when life has gone awry?
Why should I lie on my bed,
and wonder if I'll cry?
This world's a place of wrath and tears;
why shouldn't I seek an end?
My school just called me crazy
and I still don't have a friend.
I may be smart, but lacking will
I won't go very far.
You saw that shit the week
I got run over by a car.
If only I could say I was
the master of my fate;
Maybe then I wouldn't be
the girl I've grown to hate.
Surely you will understand
this suicide is
not your fault.
It may not be ideal, but I'm
not strong enough
to be John Galt.
<3, broken girl