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02-15-2010, 01:41 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-18-2010, 02:29 AM by unlegendary.)
Some noise from a depressed person...Take it with a grain.. Everyone has worth even when we can't see it.. I wrote this a few days ago and how a few days makes such a difference..
He planned everything to work out peachy just like mom and dad wanted, but it never happened that way. Instead he became a burden to so many then rejected for being a failure. Then he rejected them because he got so tired of the trite little speeches of how there was so much to live for when in fact there never was much to live for. There is only something to live for when you're no burden, but once burden becomes part of life there ceases to be reasons. Even just waking up every morning became a burden and then the final burden, how to stop all the burdens and just stop. Here's to hoping the final burden of pulling the trigger is the final one because he just can't deal with yet another burden in life. The final burden.
He planned everything to work out peachy just like mom and dad wanted, but it never happened that way. Instead he became a burden to so many then rejected for being a failure. Then he rejected them because he got so tired of the trite little speeches of how there was so much to live for when in fact there never was much to live for. There is only something to live for when you're no burden, but once burden becomes part of life there ceases to be reasons. Even just waking up every morning became a burden and then the final burden, how to stop all the burdens and just stop. Here's to hoping the final burden of pulling the trigger is the final one because he just can't deal with yet another burden in life. The final burden.
"The thought of suicide is a powerful solace: by means of it one gets through many a bad night" -- Friedrich Nietzsche
