my imaginary friend's suicide note

[snuggles]

[move]hi[/move]

i forget if i posted this before or not,
but anyway, this is a song that my imaginary friend elizabeth wrote when she tried to kill herself the first time.
and it should be sung to the tune of "still alive" from portal (ironically)

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Today I've decided
I'm treating my soul to pure relief
No need to plague the world with my existence
I promised to wait, but
I do what I must while I still can
Before I see a therapist and then she locks my ass up

You ask how did suicide get into my head?
Well, the real folks say that I'd be better off dead
I'm a burden to my friend
So today my life will end
For the people who want me to die

I'll never be happy
My God is a cruel, sadistic girl
She filled me with a purpose I can't live for
I make her less lonely
But when she has friends, what am I then?
A symptom of insanity, or just a castaway toy?

If the world could see me, I'd have something to give
But they think you're crazy, they don't want me to live
I am only at the brink
'Cause I'm hated by your shrink
And your mom, she just wants me to die

I'm already leaving
The noose, it feels tight around my neck
At least I know that hanging will be certain
It may be quite painful
The pressure will build inside my head
But death will come and then I know that I'll be happy again

You may be quite sad that I'm depressed to the core
But at least be glad that I won't burden you more
I may have a blue face
But I'm in a better place
So I think it is good that I died

And believe me, it's good that I died
I hated life, and it's good that I died
I didn't exist, and it's good that I died
I wish it wouldn't be good that I died
I wish your parents didn't want me to die
But I'll die
Let me die