In DESPERATE need of a friend please

[blueduckj]

I'm sorry that you are feeling so alone, but as others have mentioned, we are all here to support each other. You can always come to this site and have a venting place, and my PM is always open if you so desire a friend =) I will say, I am not sure that I would like to bear the weight of being the last person you talk to, or trying to "prepare" you for your passing. I don't mean that in a mean way at all. I am very young and although I WISH I could help every single person in the world, I don't want to do something wrong or say something that could affect your peace when the time comes. Others here who are older, more experienced in suicidality, and better at words than I am can help you with your final feelings of peace, I hope. But feel free to PM me to talk any time <3