wanted to share a poem I wrote

[haywud]

I find it hard to really express how I feel inside, or why I feel the way that I do, but I wrote this poem about 2 months ago that I feel describes it as best as anything will. I have written several poems over the last 2 years, and while I usually don't name them I decided to call this one "Alone" since it fits the poem perfectly.

I have a big problem, though I don't even know where to start
It feels as if there's a giant hole deep inside of my heart
Even though it feels empty, it's also as heavy as a stone
Most likely it's from this horrible feeling of being alone
No matter how much it hurts, it's a feeling I simply hide
With this pain on the inside, it feels as though I've died

All I want is to feel loved, but it's something I've never felt
Now I'm starting to think it isn't in the cards I was dealt
When it comes to being alone, I feel as if I'm just cursed
And I don't think it's a feeling that will ever be reversed
I really wish I could lift this curse, and finally feel free
Though I think being alone is the way I'm meant to be

I look for that special someone, but I know I'll never find anyone
So I've come to the point where I've given up, and I'm just done
Never will I have a girlfriend, and there's no chance of a wife
I'm cursed to be alone, and it seems that's how I will spend life
Doesn't matter what I try, nothing will make things right
I'm tired of being alone, so I've given up this fight