Understood

[jman197]

Jman mentioned in group yesterday that he has a suicidal thought a least once a day usually and it got brushed off like it was just normal. It wasn't understood that it's not just thoughts it's rationalizing if Jman is better off dead, if death is a better option than living for him. It's looking around his house thinking of ways he could hurt himself with it's not keeping his razors in his bathroom because it's too dangerous. No one seemed to realize what he meant and it hurt so much and made Jman feel alone.