04-23-2019, 11:46 PM
@jman197 man, that's a bummer, to put it lightly. I mean, it takes a lot of courage to come out with something like, I've been having suicidal thoughts everyday, especially in a group setting. And then, for this to just be brushed aside can not only make you feel alienated, but also, in my perspective this is the group that you should bring these concerns to, to get help and support, and so having your plea be ignored just really , and can even even bring on a sense of helplessness or hopelessness since you haven't been listened to or validated as a result of you bringing this up in your group.. Especially, considering how low you've been feeling lately. I'm really sorry it just seems like a rough week for you. You know we're here though, and we're glad that you keep us abreast of how you're feeling and what's going on.
I'm glad that you feel this is a safe place to come to with these things though, even though we're not within your Locale, we can at least offer support from afar. I am really sorry also to hear your initial issue, that you are having these thoughts and feelings daily. I really struggle so much when I'm in those depths, so I can imagine how much the struggle you're having within yourself, since you mention having those thoughts at least daily. Please let us know if there is any extra way that we can be supportive to you here. We care, and it concerns us that you're hurting so much.
Sorry unicorns didn't really put this in third person, her brain isn't fully functioning right now, so this is about as good as it gets.
I'm glad that you feel this is a safe place to come to with these things though, even though we're not within your Locale, we can at least offer support from afar. I am really sorry also to hear your initial issue, that you are having these thoughts and feelings daily. I really struggle so much when I'm in those depths, so I can imagine how much the struggle you're having within yourself, since you mention having those thoughts at least daily. Please let us know if there is any extra way that we can be supportive to you here. We care, and it concerns us that you're hurting so much.
Sorry unicorns didn't really put this in third person, her brain isn't fully functioning right now, so this is about as good as it gets.
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