Not fine

[jman197]

Jman is not fine. He isn't at home right now because he had to get away. Right now Jman is in a motel and might ask a friend if he can stay with them. Jman is also thinking about the bottle of vape juice he has at home. He wants to end this life but he's scared that he'll fail. He's failed once before and nearly destroyed his body. He wants a good way to catch the bus but has no money and lives with people. He's tired and lonely. Most of Jman's friends aren't really friends. They just use him or abandon him when he really needs it. He hates his life and can't see a way to make peace with his demons. Jman isn't fine and he doesn't think he ever will be.